Requiem

dla Isabel zagralem spontanicznie. Totalna improwizacja. Na stojaco. Nogi lekko zgiete w kolanach. Zatytuowalem ten utwor "Requiem dla Isabel", bo przysnila mi sie dzis w nocy. Szla obok mnie. Mowie do niej: "Look at me, Muszek". Pokazala tylko profil.

Pierwszy raz po smierci jak mi sie Isabel przysnila to szla z przodu. Widzialem tylko jej tyl glowy. Dzis zobaczylem jej profil. Te cala sytuacje probuje wyrazic poprzez gre na organce. Muzyka ukaja mnie. A nie jest latwo przy arytmii. Tchu brak.

03:43 Hrs. Budzi mnie siusiu.

07:28 Hrs. Budzi mnie siusiu.

08:55 Hrs. Lektura tronowa. "Canadian Security".

Two top GardaWorld executives just returned from Kabul where they met with clients and the international aid community, discussing the decree and the likelihood of it actually being enacted. Otherwise firms such as the G4S armoured group, which secures the Canadian Embassy, would be forced to pull out.
On the ground level the impact would be significant, says Pete Dordal, managing director of International Security for GardaWorld. All building projects will cease, he says, if they don't have credible, professional, western-supervised private security in place. The development groups also employ thousands in the field. It also means thousands of Afghans won't be working either and then there's the question of whether they will work for the Taliban.
Garda employs about 500 officers in Afghanistan and Dordal says about 95 per cent of them are Afghan citizens. He says Garda provides more than 100 hours of training to its Afghan officers on everything from use of force and mobile patrol to human rights. They are contractually obligated to do so by the companies that employ them and the officers are biometrically registered with the government.
There are approximately 50 registered firms and 40,000 private security professionals working in Afghanistan. It's considered the most lucrative business going in the war-torn country after the drug trade. But without them, Afghanistan's progress hangs in the balance (Jennifer Brown, "Afghanistan needs private security", CANADIAN SECURITY, September/October 2010).

09:30 Hrs. Wskakuje na wage APSCO. 73 kg. + arytmia. Na dworze slonecznie 15-stopniowo. Temp. w kuchni 18.4C. Rysiek pracuje na ganku. Jestem glodny. Ide dzis do labolatrorium. Musze poscic.

09:42 Hrs. Podnosze z werandy "National Post" z "A new mafia. Crime families ruling Toronto, Italy alleges" na okladce.

09:56 Hrs. Parkujemy za $1. Bilet wygasa o 10:26 Hrs. W Anna's Bakery kupujemy 6 paczkow + kawalek sernika ($7.19) + buteleczke wody utlenionej w aptece ($2.25).

11:07 Hrs. Wrocilismy z labolatorium. Biore tabletki i popijam woda.

11:08 Hrs. Odpalam znow maszyne. Teraz jedziemy do RONA po materialy na ganek.

11:50 Hrs. W RONA kupujemy 5 belek cedrowych + sruby + klamry ($128.64).

12:16 Hrs. Szybkie zakupy w LCBO (8 piw za $17.60) + supermarkecie METRO ($24.35).

12:30 Hrs. W domu. 16-stopniowo. Slonecznie. Temp. w kuchni 20.9C. + zgrzyt pily tarczowej. Sasiad Mark tez cos buduje.

13:45 Hrs. Wygralem na harmonijce ustnej wlasna kompozycje pt. "Reguiem dla Isabel". Zdyszalem sie.

16:00 Hrs. Zmawiam Tajemnice radosne w intencji Isabel.