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| Rys + Ed + walka trwa |
Przy tym wszystkim Rysiowi zaczelo byc zimno i musialem wlaczyc ogrzewanie w domu. Stopy jego robia sie sine. On ciezko dycha i trudno mu sie mowi. Myslalem, ze bedzie trzeba dzwonic i odwolac radiacje. Ale Rys znow nabral energii, ubral sie + wszedl samodzielnie do samochodu. Dzielnie wytrzymal 2 radiacje. Glowy z maska na twarzy + kosci ogonowej.
Dzien wyczerpujacy dla Rysia i dla mnie. Czasami mam uczucie, ze umieram razem z nim. Odczuwam te same bole i glody. Kiedy jego sciska z glodu to i mnie. I chociaz zywnosci w okolo duzo, czlowiek nic nie je i cierpi bole. To samo przechodzilem z Isabel. Dziwne.
PREPARATION FOR DEATH
The entire life of the Blessed Virgin was a constant preparation for death.
What great and extensive merits she must have accumulated in a life of sixty years or more that was spent entirely in the practice of love of God!
That love increased in her at every moment and was so perfect at the moment of her death that death itself must be attributed to a violent outburst of love rather than to any weakening of nature.
Imitate the Blessed Virgin by consecrating to God each moment of a life which He gave you, not that you might become rich on earth or honored, esteemed, and applauded, but that you might serve Him and in His service win the crown of immortality.
Even if you possessed all the world's wealth and ruled all its peoples, what would remain of that after death?
You must leave everything behind, and everything must abandon you.
After death, the only possession you have left is the good things you did for the Lord in this life.
Learn wisdom from the example of those Christians who think of death only at the end of their lives and die with the vehement regret that they gave only a few days, perhaps only a few hours, to the important matter of their salvation, whereas it is not at all too much to devote a lifetime to it.
The number of fools is infinite (Eccl 1:15), Sacred Scripture tells us.
Most men are like the man who only thinks of making preparations for a journey when the moment of departure has come, or like the criminal who during his trial insults the judge and is still making plans for amusements as he is being led to the gallows.
If you are not to become attached to this life, you must think often of the eternity that follows it.
Many avoid thinking of death because they fear it. But the way to learn not to fear it is to think of it and constantly prepare for it.
A holy life makes it easier to think of death, and the thought of death contributes to a holy life.
Consider that what yesterday gave you joy may in death be a reason for punishment. To have consolation at the moment of death you must live virtuously.
If you had to die today or tomorrow, would you be prepared to face your judge? What penance have you done? What merits have you acquired?
Profit by the days left to you. If you cannot call back the past, you can al least make up for the waste of it. Only God can lengthen a life. Therefore you do not know whether you will live a long time or die shortly. But you do know, as the Lord tells you, that you will die at a time you did not expect.
If you may die at any moment, then you must at every moment be prepared to do so and must seriously consider that death is the moment that decides a whole eternity.
Pray the Queen of heaven to thank God for you for the time. He has still given you to prepare for death. Ask her to obtain for you the grace to use the time in a holy way. To use it thus you must do each action as though it were the final action of your life.
A man dies a holy death if he dies as a man of faith, hope, and love. Make frequent acts of these virtues in the course of your life, and they will be your principal preparation for death.
Remember too that it is difficult for people to make acts of these virtues at the moment of death if they have not acquired the habit of doing so during life (Alexander de Rouville, "The Imitation of Mary").
00:24 Hrs. Siusiu (ciemno-slomkowe).
00:32 Hrs. Szklanka herbaty ziolowej Chamomile with Lavender + tabletka 250 mg witaminy B6 + tabletka witaminy B100 Complex + tabletka 100 mg witaminy B1 + 2 kapsulki 200 mg magnezu Magnesium Bis-Glycinate 200 + kapsulka 200 mg Coenzyme Q10 + 2 ciasteczka kokosowe + wafelek.
00:45 Hrs. Biore lyzeczke cynamonu + 8 winogron + 2 zolte sliwki z jadrami pestek.
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